18.

I just vamped up all of my blogs.
Goodness, did it take forever or WHAT!!
*woo- wipes brow sweat*

Check the other blog out at:
www.lorenfay.blogspot.com

Anyhow, tell me what you think of the new
blog backgrounds!?

Thanks to www.shabbyblogs.com for their
creative works of art & letting me use them
for creating MY works of art!

Anyhow, I am really heavy into writing
some short stories for my up & coming
midterms this week.
*fingers crossed & sending up a couple of prayers!!*
So I have sort of been on hiatus from
my own writing-for-pleasure, aka, my book.

I will get back on track once all my midterms
on complete in about a week & a half & then
I can relax & take an easy for a little bit.
.. But before I know it, I'll blink &
final exams will be upon me! Oh goodness!! LOL

Well, I'm doing pretty gosh darn excellent in
all of my classes this semester, for once haha.
So yay me. I am still procrastinating the heck out
of everything, but I am trying hard to do better
at & actually build a work ethic for myself :D

Well, I'm off to have dinner with friends.
Have a nice Friday night/weekend, to you all!

17.

New laptop.
New outlook.
New friends.
New confidence.
New joy.
New passion.
New words.
New stories.
New poems.
New school.
New classes.
New professors.
New classmates.
New stationary.
New wardrobe.
New age(birthday just passed).
New weight.
New books.
New writing.
New home(soon).
New new new!

I am living it up my fellow bloggers.
Hope you are all having a wonderful
September. I am going to finish this
year with a smile on my face.. 4 months
& counting.

So excited about my new writing!
The book really is coming along :)

16.

Hello people! I am so excited to announce the continuation of my writing :) FINALLY! I had to take an unexpected hiatus because my computer crashed hardcore. It was out of the blue, & seemingly indefinite at the moment. Thanks to a wise man named Mr. Jeff Mills, I now have my computer back online & running in better condition than when I first bought it brand new! YAY :)

I signed up for my classes today. I will be going to the Clearwater Campus all semester because I dont want to go to Gibb's & be reminded of certain things from Jonathan. I am not ready to deal with that & I just don't want to put myself in that situation. I have enough panic attacks as it is already & seeing visual reminders of things we did & places we hung out will make it that much harder on me. This is the best decision I could come up with to get myself ready for a fresh start back at college. & also, I finished putting my new room together. It feels like another world, & I am really proud to call this my bed room now. I just have my photo's left to get up onto the walls & then I shall be fully finished.

I had an excellent last weekend with Jamie, Kyle, Doug, & their friends for 3 days. It was really fun & I am glad I went up there to have our weekend long party fest. Great bonding time. Anyhow, I am so excited to see Skylar Poletz tomorrow & stay the night with her & then see Meghan Crane too! I haven't seen her in ages, & we are spending the day together & doing the beach. It will be a really special weekend, I hope! I have so much to get off my chest & tell them, I just cant wait to see them both!

But back to the book- its coming along. It has been rather slow the last 3 or so weeks, because of my computer not working but I did manage to get notes jotted done & pieces written here & there. So I shall be putting them into typed format pretty soon.

Info on the South Carolina trip is pretty sparse from last time. Dont have a date set, but it's coming up soon. I only have 5 more weeks of summer camp left & then I switch back to after care because school will be back in session for my little ones. Camp has been going excellently. I love my children as if they were my own kids & it has changed my opinion on wanting children. I think that I am more welcoming of the idea, because I can see how good of a mum I will be one day. But adopting is still on the plate big time. But who knows how the cookie will crumble, specially with my body being so out of wack. I have been so ill lately, I am surprised I am not in a hospital. I lost so much blood, I am anemic now. I have been put on meds to help with the bruising on my body & been given birth control to stop the constant flow of a non-stop period. I get a 3-7 day break in between a full cycle & then it happens again, which is why I lost so much blood. It went on for 3 & a half months & I am apparently incredibly allergic to birth control so they had to give me something invasive..(which was so scary)! Anyhow, I am not in pain anymore & no more bleeding for months at a time. & no more sickness from the meds as much either. That is good indeed.

I started working out daily, last week. So its been going well. I am determined to lose 30lb's & build back some muscle I lose. I Kayak twice a week & go swimming nearly every day, so it is helping as well. I have started Yoga again, but I cracked my back weird so now my shoulder hurts. Go figure haha.

Well, I am off to bed & getting ready for my awesome weekend. Buhbye everyone!

xo- LF